beep beep beep ain't got no coat

Mindy can you hear me?

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 14:34:04 GMT

MUH - I SENT THE FOLLOWING YESTERDAY FROM MY REGULAR MAIL PROGRAM...... I AM POSTING THIS ON LJ TO SEE IF YOU ARE HEARING FROM ME.... DID YOU GET YESTERDAY'S?

Hey Muh!

Here is a test email to see if I am still going to your junk or trash or to hell :(

write back if you get this. xo e

THE NEW 33

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 13:09:52 GMT

Christian says that 43 is the new 33, so it's my Jesus Birthday again. yipee

I begin this new year coming off of a ten day cleansing fast. It was great and I feel refreshed.

I did yoga this morning in my new rainbow jammies and when i was in the final pose, Mia rubbed my feet and hands with lavendar. that was a nice surprise and good way to begin the day.

Mia and I are going into the city in a bit. She wants to meet Jack Black who will be hosting SNL tonight and I need to hear Neil Young rehearse on this day.

That's all I know.

Glad I was born so I could know you. Hope the house inspection was good. xoe

Thanks Jan,

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 00:25:54 GMT

Hmmmmm.

here is what I got when I checked for my own self

You are 'Deck the Halls'! Let's be honest, it isn't Christmas you are celebrating, is it? In fact, you know full well that there were no shepherds in the fields in December, and that the date of Christmas was put at midwinter specifically to coincide with the older celebrations of Yule and the birth of Mithras. An unashamed Pagan, you take great glee in the number of carols referring to holly, evergreens and Winter's end, and will sing them with gusto. You know where they really came from. And you do enjoy the seasonal celebrations, regardless of their name... A merry Yule to you

i've been sick

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 13:27:32 GMT

I always forget how good it is to feel fine until I am sick. i could hardly lift my head yesterday and thought i'd never recover.... To wake up this morning and not have my head weighted down and even have a little energy is divine. aaaahhhhhhh! I watched an episode of Nip/Tuck on the treadmill (decadent as chocolate) and had a steamy shower and rejoiced in clean.

Mia is at school, there is even more to do than I remembered, but I feel better and hoorah.

Hope you have a clear head day.

Grateful for health and all my abundance. xoe

I HAVE AN ICON!!!!

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 21:19:30 GMT

MY VERY FRIEND MUH MADE AN ICON FOR ME. I'M GOING TO POST THIS JUST SO I CAN SEE IT.

WOO HOO

HAPPY MONDAY. XOE

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 13:36:55 GMT

i am learning how to do something.

yep i am

yep

Here it is:

Here is a picture of Isis. How nice.

now it is done.

That Grandpa

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 02:48:59 GMT

Thinking about you...

and about Henry.

Remembering the first time I met him. "A real Grandpa", and he carved the turkey!!!!! and he can make little glass mice and tables and knows the correct tense for any sentence. A real Grandpa. Even if he didn't like the stuttering song. And if not for his offspring and theirs, where would E have been in that great big city all alone? How he is forever my hero is the part where he went to school and got another degree and had a whole full career after a complete lifetime for many. I tell that story a lot to those I meet that feel lost and old and afraid of starting late. They find comfort and strength in that story as I did and do still. That's just one of the many ways he lives on I expect.

Sending all my love to you and my angels to hang with Henry on his way home.

xo e

thanks for posting back Jan and Muh

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 16:49:01 GMT

Thanks for writing back.

I'm glad you saw Eddie and Andy and Sasha. I hope so that they will come to our HooHah.

Mindy asks, "what do we do?" kevin's email kept me from jumping out the window. I believe we start from love. Just cuz i'm mad, i can't throw everything I believe in out the window. Faith is where I remain. I have the "divine opportunity" to have in my circle of people I love some REPUBLICANS that voted for Bush so they didn't have to pay three hundred more dollars to the library. If I told you the other things, you'd die, as I still may. All that was important to them on Wednesday was that the market went up. How can I be their friend? How do i not do as Jim did and say "you're not my friend anymore"? How do i not start screaming at them until their heads blow off? In my heart, I know that it is my "divine opportunity" to reflect gods light and let them SEE. Not tell them facts, not get gut exploding angry, But show them love. But I need a little break first, and some yoga and some refilling the cup.

AND I have to do something, and there has to be a revolution, and if no one is going to come up with something soon, I WILL. I've been sick for four years that I didn't do something when they stopped counting in Florida where I was. I've woken up in the middle of the night with that guilt. I don't know what I could have done or what I will do now, but I will do something. Right now I'm taking in a wayward trannie, and those refuge gays from Puerto Rico are on the way in a few months. I have a postit on my computer that says "the hottest place in hell is reserved for those who in times of crisis remain neutral" I don't even know where I got it, kevin perhaps, but it's looking at me all the time. I'm reminded of when I went to the Holocaust Museum in DC and cried on every floor. I didn't cry because of how awful man was to man, but instead at all the people who did the right thing. I have always feared that if I had been asked to help, i might not have for my own safety sake.... I feared that I was that kind of person and I didn't want to believe that. Today I feel like it's where we are standing. I can't just sit in my giant house of plenty with blinders. Screaming from the mountain top doesn't seem to help. I know there is a way. Praying and listening for that way to be clear to me. Glad we will talk tomorrow Muh. xo

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 15:10:18 GMT

ooops 1000,000 is supposed to be, 100,000 - as in one hundred thousand plus

killed

sad

This week I am sooooooooo

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 14:40:43 GMT

Do you remember that comedian that opened for Da all those many years ago when Grandma Pat came to town? He told that joke about the guy on the street saying something like how they should take all the gays and freaks and etc and put them all on one Island, and then Jim chimes in with "Merry Christmas Bozo, this is it!" He was in Whorehouse 2 and has recently done a show with Collin Quinn on Comedy Central. He wrote the following:

<http://advocate.com/html/stories/926/926_jim_david.asp>

I replied to him and Then he wrote to me:

"it's gotten all these responses. One negative - this gay Republican told me I'm an intolerant bigot. I emailed him back and said "You mean a well-hung intolerant bigot."

I laughed (wondering what a gay republican looks like) and now I'm just so much sadder than yesterday.

Every night when I've gone to bed this week I think, I'll be okay tomorrow. I want to start a revolution, but I'm a Quaker-Buddist wannabe, so it has to be a 'nice' revolution. Do you think the Jews in Europe were told they were intolerant? Over reacting? did they "want" to start a revolution, but didn't know where to start? I swear I'd give up snack products and a/c and all the comfy things that keep us unwilling to attempt change, for my friends and thier children to have the right to exsist. For my daughter and her friends to have the right to decide. For the children in Indonesia making Nike's to have shoes and not be hungry at the end of their eighteen hour workday where they make three dollars a day and then go home to breath the burning scrap rubber from the days lot of shoes for ..... us. (see: educatingforjustice.org ) (also see: http://www.herseycustomshoe.com for an alternative. I'm going to go in person to thank these people and get the shoes that I plan to only wear from now on) p.s. Mindy, I was going to see if you and Paul would want to come, cuz you are 1/2 way from us and I know you like that Maine.

I marvel at this country and wonder what they are so afraid of besides losing thier snacks and a/c that they will let liars lie to them and people hurt other people and companies steal from them and destroy their environment and and and and only get mad enough to change the channel.

gotta get a plan.

Last weekend while Mia and I enjoyed the completely satisfying pure and wonderful magic of WICKED - through tears of overwelming feeling that can be brought forth from realized theatre, I was stopped cold with thoughts of the 1000,000 plus people we have killed in this war. How Broadway was something they couldn't even dream of, and now they are dead and their families suffer without them and it is my country that is doing this.... in my name! Their country was not a threat to us and even if they were.... to just go and kill kill kill... so uncivilized for people who can also create theatre and museums and main street disney. I am just sick with it all. And to know that it is smoke and mirrors for what they are planning to do here, in the name of morality and values. I am sick I must say again and again. Because they are not God and they are not reflecting that light and using love and compassion as their guide and I'm so wanting to face them with love and compassion even though what I want to do is smack them, cuz well, you know, "I'm not Jesus."

I know though that the only way to change anything is through reflecting God's light. Perhaps this is the revolution. Just that. Simply behaving kindly, even... especially toward the people I am so mad at and hurt by. I pray for that much strength.

I know I only have three friends... in a LJ way I mean... Muh, Jan, Dorrie... I am just paralyzed and I was thinking this might help me . If I stop crying and move away from my desk today maybe I'll feel better. Knowing that you are out there and that you care about those people in Iraq and Indonesia and the trees and animals and my daughter and Eddie and Andy and Sasha & Jeff and Randy and Josh.... I am sooooooo sad and each morning it isn't getting better.

I am so happy that "my family" will be together for the holiday. soggy face but tears have stopped for the moment so I'm going to try to get some work done before the next wave of paralyzed hysteria.

Looking forward to selecting carols and ordering a computer tomorrow with Melinda.

I love you guys. oooops the tears again. e

TO POST OR NOT TO POST

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 23:35:51 GMT

I COULD TACKLE THE PILES AND PILES ON MY DESK OR PRACTICE USING THIS LJ THINGY AS IF I HAVE ANY FRIENDS TO UPDATE ON MY UNUPDATED LIFE.

SAME OLD LIFE FOR NOW.

MIA AND I ARE GOING TO SEE WICKED TOMORROW. PAUL IS GOING TO GIVE US A TOUR AFTER THE SHOW. THEN WE'LL VISIT DA BEFORE HIS LAST SHOW BEFORE THE ELECTION. EXCEPT FOR THE PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION SPECIAL PRETAPED LAST WEEK.

THEN HOME FOR HALLOWEEN AND WHAT MAY BE THE WORLDS FIRST KITTY-MIME. SUCH AN INTERESTING CHILD.

hope the spookies only bring treats to you. e

reading of my home

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 16:10:43 GMT

I was just reading Mindy's posts to read of my doggies and couch ('tis VERY comfy) and so pleased that she found my home to be warm and friendly. The dogs are rediculous and so happy to have had company. They are sort of abused with too much love.

Six days until the election.

Mia is going to be a Mime/Kittycat for halloween. Explain that if you can.

All is well if too busy. Can't wait to see you all for 'Klump Family Christmas' as I review my plans for it everyday.

mucho xo, e

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 20:34:32 GMT

I'm trying to remember how to post. As if I have a journal and all.

I didn't get to see Katie this weekend cuz the weather was not our friend. Those children will be too grown in December and I am sad. But since Mia is in bed with a fever and we didn't go and get germs on McEntee's it may be all for the best.

Muh is coming to my house next weekend and I will not be here to entertain. Lisa Jackson will be hostess in my stead. There should be fun for all. Muh, Lisa has something she has to do in the city Friday night and perhaps you can give her a ride home and she can get you past the scary guards. You can email each other for planning.

Wondering how Henry is doing. Has he voted?

I'm going to Austin to visit Shane next weekend where I will begin my margarita drinking scheduled to end November third when I will come from my hole and see what is to become of our planet. for the record: I HATE CHEATERS!

Happy everything to everyone. Especially Dorrie who checks her friend page. xo e

does this thing work

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 18:14:36 GMT

So, I'm posting my first journal enrty... hopes e.

I've arrived home with little report of traffic and a smooth easy ride with only one pit stop and the last hour full of the Satellite Sisters on Air America Radio. Mail to open, faxes to prepare and a small child to get ready for picture day at school. My time at Camp Beasi was way too short (about 8 episodes I'd say). I hope Paul recovers from Moo. See ya next year at the Big E. I'm going to push the button now and see what happens. Much happy.

I am not E.

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 03:31:18 GMT

I am not E. And yet I write in her journal. Perhaps I am E after all. Or perhaps she ain't got no coat.

The end.

Not E